he's someone..

i guess i can say that now im really moving on,,
i guess its true that some says,,you cant move on unless you have the new one,what is it,can be even a crush.
so, i say yes cz now i guess i likes someone.
well i dont really even know much about him,but i have a story about him,how do we met,since when did i liked him,and why,,
well yeaaa he showed up to my life,
he's the one who introduce himself to me,,i know its just about studying.like he needs help.
but im quiet sad,,i mean,,hes talkless,,and im like,,
i cant do anything like,since im a gurrlll hellooooowwhhh?-____- and im not even attractive to him..
so what can i do??instead of just always seieing his TL,and it frustrated me cz he tweets like once a yeeaarr,,hahaha lol ! no,,i mean,,yeaa 2 or 3 times a day or like 3 days..??kinda like that...ohoohho too buzy or he really dont tlak much,he really is,when i tried to ask one of hisclassmate,yupp!!! hes younger than me like 4month??ougghhh its so sucking! but i alrady fell anyway..
you know what??trying to ask to one of his classmate,,for me,its like a sacrifacion..cz ohmyygooodd!
i never everrrr get closed to junior okay?and like for this???and you know what makes it moree like "how could this world be this littlee??" is,,,you know the girl that i told before in my last post??yeaaa my ex girlfriend?yupp!thats her,OMG! cant there be anyone elsee?????not really like hurting my pride if i told her,,you know,,im just too afraid if i tell her,,anyway if i ask about him to her,,of course she'll ask like "why in the wordddd this senior hiigggh(me) ask a boyyyy in her classmate??wouldnt it be like because this seniour likeed hiimm?? reallyy?" so anyay i have to answer like honestly totally true -_____-
fine,,i know shes kind actually,,anyway,the past is the past,,and we're already making friends rite?;)
jadi garis besaar kejadian ini tu kyak "gue crita cwo yg lg gue suka ke cewe yang dulu alias kemarin bru ada masalh sama gue,yaaa bukan masalah jgi sih,,kinda crashhh like that maybe??and so,,like we're really in a ood friends now rite??" dr cara dia bls,,aku ngandallin dia deh :)thankiis sweetheart,,
you know,,even if i couldnt get him,,anyway,,,thanks for like any news about him that you told me...hahaha yeaa really sucks newwss but great. like at least i knew..
ahh jaaa...do you know why like "why must it be her??" thats it..i dont even know why !is there anybody alse instead of her???like i told you before,,i raryly know junoir students okay,,and i dont even know how come they're classmate..hhahahaa too small rite,,the circle...

now im home,yesterday is aw him in front of his house and were talking with his friend,he wore white tshirt,,and i cant even say hai to him,,hahahaahaa what is it for mega --"
keep waiting??well,,lest see,,anyway..in a time i liked him,,theres a boy too,,well older than me,,like hes in college now..bisa dbilang "ngemodusin" gue,,gu tu yaaa kek gini konsultasi ama si nika,,my mate,,wkwkwk
and yeaa nika nulis smcam like stopp smacam ngemodusin gue,dlm artian jngn prnah ngarep gitu..yaa gue mah ngikut ajahh,,and now,,we havent even talk...cz i changed my cellphone number and a lot more,sorry dear a brother of my friend :)
you know,,in a time like that,,i do wish i was you.hahahaa how come~
it sucks me cz i can do nothing to make him see...anyway that kid,the girl i told you that we're really in a good friend,,shes in a side with me,hhahahaaa thank ya.lets just hope..