why?
bcus i have to catch on another "thing" kinda step..
rncana gw ikut agen yg dbandung ini,,rncannya bareng murid2nya yg plan brngkatnya ntr oktober,,
tapi trnyata,,sampe sana...kita djelasin,,kita g bisa bareng mreka..mreka brusan aja slse nggply visa,tinggal nunggu jadi,dan buat gue ma nika,,we've just been rejected rite,,so we cat just make another appointment for the visum..ntr malah dcurigain,orang kmrn kan nggplynya masih a1,masa tau2 uda ngply lg dg srtfkat b1,,jd we calm,stay calm,,pndftaran studkol masih januari,,stay calm,think fresh,,okay,,we have to wait till the time is rite.
so just focus on your deutsch,keep learning and studying..
so when can i apply for visa?kata frau sih..around oktober november..:"
ntr ngpplynya sklian sama undangan studkol,jd lbih meyakinkan :)
okay.so what you need is sabar dan fokus,meg!
iya nyesek sih emang dnger itu..like.what?diundur lagi??
bukannya ngebet pngen cpt2 ksana apa yahh...emg btuh prsiapan yg penuh gitu kan buat ready ksana,dr prsaiapan bahsa dn sgalanya trmasuk mental gitu..
when i just get remembered my plan before,,that we might leave indonesia like around july..dan hrus diundur lagi knra dtolak,,dan dindur lagi karna prtimbangan yg bnyak sekali blablaa yg brusan gu jelasin diatas ini :')
rasanya nyesek...how to face our friends yang like theyre really waiting for us,when will you get there,to deutschland..???well that bothers me a lot.and it pains me when i have to answer it anyway,,how could it be painful?how come??of course,cz i've told them my plan bfore,and i just cant say all of the reasons why must i delay these all,,and if i just tell the generall,,it sounds just...i cant,im really not in a mood of telling the reason even just the generall guys,,so i just told my bestfriends and that shud be in a good mood,,
aku smpet trganggu sama prtanyaan smcam itu,,"kapan berangkat?"
aku ngrti,siapa sih yg g pngn tau tmennya kapan nih melancong knegri sana gitu kan..emg g bisa dpastiin as it all goes fine,well yeaa of course we all hope it'll be fine..but still its Allah's plan and we have to accept it dg lapang dada (:
dan gu smpt,,aduhh gmnaa gitu :"( tp gmna engga..ada salah stu temen aku..dengan santainya bilang..
"aduu meg aku g sabar dnger km dsana,biar aku cpt bisa ngabarin orng2 dsini,kalo tmen aku ada yg studi dluar..hahahaha" wahh,,seneng sih,,yaa mski itu kabar beda sama "temen aku ada yg udah suksesss lhohh disnii,,dia skg gini,,wahh sukses bgt pkoknya!" hahaha itu benar2 kabar bahagia yg paten..wkwkkk :')
still..remember this,,,a path says "where there is a will,theres a way"
keep FIGHTTIINGG MEGAAA!!!
kita BISA nik! (;
stay close to Allah..
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