STOPPPOP!

okay..

so its like this..


before im gettin too far with this feeling #eaaa -_-"
what im gonna say is that..
id better STOPPP this all! stop this stupid feeling.
what i mean is that.i cant just stand quite and like do nothing to just have a lil chat with him.
sangking bingung bhkan mau ngchat apa,,ampe takut salah ngmong dan alhsil,,yea.gue sempet ada salah ngmong!gw slaah nanya!i shouldve not said that.! i shouldve stop this all. 
krna klo akhirnya gue mendiscover my feeling and ots true that i like him..hey itu kan cuma suka.suka dan suka.g lebih..gw takut brlebihan sampe2 buyaaar smuanya.mpe yg ada malah bkin malu aku..


dia emg kaku cuek ama cwe..tp klo uda seneng ama satu cewe,,beuu,,perhatianyooo,,,*eh ngiri? :D ya mngkin emg harusnya bgtu..
i just dont wanna break someone's rlationship.
tp mungkin bwt gue,,saat2 sprti ini lah saat yg tepat.
saat saat dmna im not reaaly close with him.bener bgt ini! ngbrol aja juuaran, g prnah bhkan..pdahl gw pen bgt bisa stdaknya ngbrol enak gtu sama dia.cma skdar ngbrol,,kea yg lainnya sama2 ngakak..
tp g kbayang klo gw misal uda close bgt ama dy,ya mski dya nganggep gw cma temen dn dy mkin syang ama cwenya,,lama klamaan,,bisa runtuh dan bisa ngbuat rlationship mrka break.like i used to have a bestfriend.she was really closed to my ex.


dan klo uda trlalu dkat,,yg namanya manusia,,bhkan bisa meminta lebih.mrka g pen cma skdar dkat.pngen yg lebih,i want you to be my boy..apapun caranya,,anarkis g sih ni?and what i know is that i dont wanna be llike that..aku g boleh egois.dan halloooo??meegg??sadaarrr...kog lo ngmong nglanturr ampe sene seh? lu g bkal meg,dket skali aja ama dia..


udah takdir lo tu emg g prnah dkt ama dia.terima aja.this the right bad crush for you! and you know  what that means? it means that you really shud forget him.leave your feeling for him!!!
bagus gue sadar awal2 drpda kbablasan.makin lupa diri gue.


i feel sorry for you mega..for having the wrong crush.you know that he's someone else's from the beginning! but someone,,your friend just letting you to discover your feeling for him,thats okay..
now..you know your position rite?you are on a rite position where you can actually easily forgetting him!


now..dont try to have a stupid fuckin conversation with him.it would just making it more worse.reallYY!!


SO...bismillah,,,when tomorrow comes,,at school,,and you met him,,just tryin to act like nothing was happened even last nite,,