Aku Pantas untuk Bahagia

video dari raditya dika bisa banget ngasi advise.
well, patah hati gue bukan dlm hal 'putus'  haha..
tp intinya patah hati aja.

intinya..

I deserve to be HAPPY !

yea,, i deserve that. 

semua ini akan berlalu. pasti.

hanya saja, aku perlu bersabar.

bersabar untuk bisa melewati ini smua.

its not like my problem is just about this.

i got lots of things to take care about.

the PutzFrau

anyeeoongg zusammeeenn~

gue dsini mau brbagi how was my work like.
like the title above..
gue si -perempan bersih2-
minggu pertama,dskolah yg lumayan jauhh berhalte2 parah..tp skolahnya dkt sama haltenya..
gue brsihin 2 lantai jdi tangganya termasuk..
karna dua lantai,,gue hrus bersihin dr lantai atas dulu.
gmna gue brsihinya?apa aja yg hrus dbrsihin?
jdi gue naik tangga sambil bawa sperangkat alat bersih2.tau g? jdi ada dorongan gtu tp g gede2 bgt.
msih misa diangkt,,ddorongan itu ada tmpt ember buat diisi air buat ngepel kan,ada tmpt buat naroh sampah kecil,sama naroh elap2 gtu.sambil gue bawa pel2an sama sapu sama ada kresek gtu tp gede bgt buat ntr narih smua sampah.
oke,,gue naik ke atas...yg prtama gue lakuin adalah...
mngeluarkan smua sampah dan mengganti plastik sampah yg baru. dilantai atas ada brpa ya..kmdnya aja ada brpa..pkoknya itu..smua müll dkluarkan dan dganti plastik sampah yg baru.
g boleh ada yg kelewatan!
oke slsai gue masukin itu plastik sampah yg penuh sampah itu ke kresek yg gede bgt td gue bilang..
stlah sampah uda dganti dg plastik ksong yg baru..barulah gue..
gue bersihin toilet..
dtoilet sndiri,,slain berishin lantainya,ada 3 hal yg prlu gue berishin.
1.kaca dg elap kuning dg semprotannya
2.waschbecken ato,,wastefel dg lap birunya dan pmbersihnya
3.wc nya dg lap pink dg pmbersihnya sama dg nomer 2

jdi abis sampah,,gue nglakuin 3 hal itu dstiap toilet yg ada diatas.
abis ituu..baru deh boden alias lantai..gue sapu baru dipel.cuman klo toilet lngsung dpel aja gtu.
cuman g enaknya..sapunyaaaa g peweee..sapunya itu yg panjaaang gtu lho...agak berat trus a g enak jdi nyapunya..enak sapu indo hahahaa!
yah gtu deh.abis itu dipel deh smua lantai,tp ada lantai jg yg cmn brpa kli doang dpel,cmn dsapu doang,,,gtu ada..udahh..kan lantai atas..
gue turunin tuh dorongannya kbawah gue tinggalin sapu sama pel diatas.soalnya gue hrus nyapu dan ngepel treppenya(tangga).
abis treppe selsesai lantai bawah dehh..sama kyak diatas...cuman gue 3,5 saat itu prnah g ckup.jdi lwt gtu..tp emg gpp..sbnrya kan sampai slsai hehe..
cuman dr sklian bnyak ruangan itu..ada jdwalnya guys.jdi hri ini ruang ini sama ini,bsoknya yg lain daann struusnyaa hehe..tp ttp aja kata gue g ada ruangan yg smpit wkkkwk.ada toilet yg cuman satu wc tu ada..tp ada jga yg luas..gtu deeh.
abis smua slsai,geu blikin dorongan tdi ktmpt smulaa..lapnya gue jemur,,trs gue kluaar sambil bawa kresek sampah gede td itu..buat gue buang ktmpt sampah yang..'gede' huuugee...

yg minggu kdua,,,sama cuman gue lebih ke ngurus toiletnya sama nyapu treppe sama kaca2 yg ada dpintu2 gtu..
sounds simple?sounds not too tiring? sound like 'its nothing' ?

well...whatever,hmmmm,,im just saying that this is my first job that i really2 thank to god cz like 'finaalllyyy....!' and..its okay,,well of course its kinda tiring plus its summer,,,you got that imagine how hot..yeaa..take a risk.fine..


haooy holidaayy~may our God bless us always :)
seee youuu tomorroowww~ -while listening to akmu songs-

The Rejected Job

liburan buat studkol dtmpt gue cuma sebulan.kurz abis deh pkoknya, dan alhasil pula, gue g dpt krja vollzeit wktu liburan.livur gue itu mulai akhir juli smpe akhir august.vollzeit g dpt dan bhkan teilzeit juga.gue g dftr krja di agen2,soalnyaa..soalnya knpa yak kmrn,,intinya engga aja.gue cri krja lowongan diweb gtu kan.gue stalk trus tuh situs.g cuma satu situs sih.tp emg dsble.de ini dia nydiain anzeigen ato iklan2 buat krja student dll. yang kea ini nih prjuangan.hohoo.

so last month which is in august, well yea i didnt get any jobs but i got one hmm...like experience maybe..well not kinda good one,,okay its..hmmh,,do you know why i didnt get any? its bcz i got rejeeecctedddd!! lol.hhahaaa.klo lewat agen mngkin engga kali ya.soalnya psti agennya uda tau job mana yg suits buat kita gtu kan. doch gue ngirim email k bbrpa anzeige yg mnurut gue, gue "mngkin" bisalah gue krja dstu gtu kan. like more than 10 emails ive sent,but only 3 unternehmen that asked me for an interview. so its kinda like that.if they asked us for an interview, that means youre one step closser ;)so what i did with those job articles is that..yeaa ive sent emails to them with my cv or we usually called it lebenslauf with my photo on it. i got like into 3 times interview by different jobs but in the end i got rjected. okay what was the job that i was applying for that time??

--the first is "mitarbeiterin im Verpackung" but its not like in a factory. they asked me for an interview first with the date wether i can attend on that date or not.well that time ive already had a plan to berlin so i asked for another date then okaay we agreed.that was sooo morniiing goshh. and i havent been on around that place,so i planned to leave home very early so that i wont be late bcz i had to find the way thre according to the map rite?yepp thanks to my GPS!! :* okay wasnt really lost lol. the intervieww was..pretty good if i may say :D ive prepared all that would be questioned and thanks to my SISTER! , ouuh yeaa about this one,i thought that shes a "man" and so i just replied her email with "Herr" which means "Mr" goshh i just realize that after the intview like "god, shes the one who replied my email,isnt she?yes i do remember her name.wait.did i replied her with "Mr"? i shud have had appologize :3 -__- 
*why got rejected --> its bcz the time that i have btween me and for the job isnt match. the time didnt match rite.that was so sorry. she rjcted me by email like 3days later aftr the intview.
--the second ist Kuchenhilfe. so the one who helps the chef doing the cookin in the kitchen. i was like dumped.lol. i mean,hahaa i was rejected directly there at the intrview.its okay.it was like small resto bar.why got rejected--> its bcz of my german language.mein Deutsch ist ein bischen schlect.gue juga g kbayang sih mngkin mksutnya,ntr gue dsruh koki motong cabe,yg gue potongin onion haha g lucu bgt kn.mngkin kasaranya kea gtu.hihii :D

--aaaandd theee laaast but not leaasst..bcz i'll look for jobs again aftr i finished my second smster in this studkol.amiiinn. okay.hhmm i applied for..im not really sure but this is by the agen. actually she didnt reply my email back but she did reply my friends email. but my friend aksed wether i could join the appointment or not. bcz its an agent,my friend just need to come and write down all her documents that she needed there. okay the agent said that i may come. 
*why got rejected-->when i came together with my friend, she told me that we're not allowed to wear veil. my friend just fill the papers when the girl told me about the veil that i wear bcz she doesnt wear veil.so if i wanted this job, i must take off my veil then i can fill the documents and sign up. "its your choise"she said it like that.okay, i was with my friend who was the opposite of me.i didnt take much time to think about it of course.. she sign in and i left. 
then i asked my friend after a week what was her job, it was like hmmhm,,you know a person who brings the food and drinks and askin the kids for drinks and walk around..yea it was maybe kinda kids party.some kind like that.  :)

and the reestt,,,well i got one for zimmermädchen but that was out of my town whre i studied,aanndd...its almost the date that we must have our first class in scond smster. so of couuurseee i cant leave this town. thats why :)

okay.that was my one month holiday. and i just watch youtube. deutsch youtube like how to learn a better german.lol.and yeaaa we did once watch the conjuring in german.goshh.!!! sangking ngebetnya nonton gr2 blm ada englishnya apalagi bhsa indonya,,yauda cauu ajaa kita liat serumah.hhihi. but we watch it again in english after few days later.after we've found out the english substtle. hahaaa.yeaa,,not too bad. i wish next year i could finish my studienkolleg and visit my homeeee :3 missing family alreadehh :3 gosh.next week i have math test then next week aftr that is deutsch..
gotta go.bye.